Thursday, May 13, 2010

a dossier

I'm gonna give you some good advice, Brian Clough.

No matter how good you think you are or clever, how many fancy new friends you make on the telly, the reality of footballing life is this:
The chairman is the boss, then comes the directors, then the secretary, then the fans, then the players, and then finally the last of all, bottom of the heap, the lowest of the low, comes the one who in the end, we can all do without the Fuckin manager.

(Sam Longson to Brian Clough, The Damned United)

Monday, April 5, 2010

eh? hello people :D

gue udah bener-bener harus mulai nulis lagi. beneran deh. kelamaan ngeliatin blog orang yang kualitasnya sangat amat jauh lebih baik dari blog sampah gue ini bener2 membuat down *lebay*
i just dont know where to re-start.
and when.
hehehehedail

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

unknown - untitled.

If you love someone, ask him for nothing. Don’t hold him from his destiny. Don’t keep him from going off in search of his own answers. Don’t ask him for commitment. You will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. Don’t ask him for promises. If you are patient, if you have faith, you will know in your heart when the right time for promises has come. And when that time arrives, then you will see that you have both lost nothing by setting each other free, and have instead gained a richer, fuller life, a wealth of experiences, and a stronger certainty of your desires.

But should he not return to you, then life hasn’t cheated you because no promises were broken. Your bitterness will not last long, and you will feel thankful and blessed that at the very least, this beautiful soul has colored your life, that knowing him has already made life infinitely more meaningful.

By setting a person free, you run a risk of him not returning. But always remember that you found him beautiful precisely because he was free. People are like sunlight. You can feel their warmth, and their glow, but you can’t hold them in your hand and keep them with you forever. People choose to stay. But a choice is made more meaningful when it is made despite so many other options.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Pillow talking stage.

Stayin up all night talking to that someone. Asking that what are you doing question every five minutes. Just hearin the other person breathe when it’s quiet. Playing 21 questions & sharing secrets. Ah, i miss that.

And even when you know you’re tired as hell, but you don’t want to get off the phone or messenger so you fall asleep hoping the other one falls asleep too — are you tired? do you want me to let you go? just lemme know & they reply nooo it’s okay, i’m not tired, but you can hear it in their voice or even see from the text character. Haha. Oh and especially when the word baby comes into play & you just automatically get those butterflies in your tummy when they call you that.

Hmm. I honestly think that’s the best part of a relationship ever — the start. Because you’re happy. There’s no fighting, just flat out happiness.

Monday, January 4, 2010

i found this in a site.

"karna anda tidak banyak mau maka saya juga tidak mau banyak"

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2010

football matches.
final exam.
master's degree.
boyfriend(s).

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