pleasures.

i miss being with my boyfriend at sat nite anyway.

wednesday morning always come too soon.

i'm not a perfect girl. my hair doesn't always stay in place & sometimes i have a broken heart. my friends and i sometimes fight, my dad and i always walk in a different ways, my dearest boyfriend sometimes act like shit (hey, i do too :) )
maybe somedays nothing goes right, but when i think about it and take a step back i just remember how amazing life is and that maybe i like being imperfect.

i need you and beer too.

gue sedih. gue akhir-akhir ini sering ngerasa kalo he's not so into me anymore. gue judi suka ngebayangin yang jelek-jelek. gue semakin sering berusaha untuk nggak lagi sayang yang 'sebegitunya' lagi. gue bingung. gue sedih. gue ngga ngerasa jadi diri gue sendiri lagi.

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Monday, june 22 2009

Look for the one with the broken smile,
She needs someone to love her forever.
Hasn’t been out of the house for a while,
Her last lover is gone and back never.
Too scared to trust because love did crush,
Feels as though her heart is gone now.
Her life is empty without the love rush,
Tell her to give up the sad show and bow.
The only way her heart can ever heal,
Is by letting the flowers grow and bloom.
She takes the chance to let her cards deal,
With her big risk comes the sweetest perfume.

Flowers can not grow or bloom without sun.
Without love, happiness and trust don’t run.

kangen :'(

tomorrow will still come, wont it?

facts I'm facing now :

1.lost assignments are waiting for me to be touch,
2.my chair is too comfy for me to do the Internets things - not to do the assignments thingy.

3.final exams will be held in next couple weeks,
4.my file is still that blank. with no notes about any subjects notes. BLANK. yes. it is.

5.i think i need new boyfriend,
6.my old is being sucks.

but, I'm happy anyways. :(

hmm, ok, i will do 'lebih pengertian' in my own way.

As Alif said,
"Jadi diri sendiri aja Gotch, gak perlu berubah. Cuma harus sedikit lebih pengetian aja".

This kinda friendship is so cute!

Winnie : Piglet?
Piglet : Yes Winnie
Winnie: Nothin i was jus checkin.

Winnie The Pooh

Sometimes what you want isn't always what you get,

but in the end of what you get is so much better than what you wanted.

i'm desperately missing you yellow chairs :(

BFF (Beautiful Friends Forever)

Although Oby said we're not that Cool in making assignments together, WE'RE STILL THAT COOL in photo section! hehehehe

In my future, i'll miss your presence.

I miss the time when i still stand with my dreams.
I miss to see you there, in my dreams.

:(

Don't ever say anything is out of your reach, Neil Armstrong landed on the moon didn't he?

Do whatever you want without regret, the only time you'll really regret it is when your looking back saying I wish I had. Love whoever you want not who everyone wants you too, true love comes unexpectedly. Live your life now because you may never get another chance, be who you want to be stand out from the posers and losers so that when someone hears your name they know exactly who you are right away!

As long as the Prize does exist.

It's ok to take a risk once in awhile as they say "you at least have to buy a ticket to win the prize "
It made me realize that there can be a happy ending even though it happens so rarely these days .