eh? hello people :D

gue udah bener-bener harus mulai nulis lagi. beneran deh. kelamaan ngeliatin blog orang yang kualitasnya sangat amat jauh lebih baik dari blog sampah gue ini bener2 membuat down *lebay*
i just dont know where to re-start.
and when.
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me como el director de ....

post secret.

Pillow talking stage.

Stayin up all night talking to that someone. Asking that what are you doing question every five minutes. Just hearin the other person breathe when it’s quiet. Playing 21 questions & sharing secrets. Ah, i miss that.

And even when you know you’re tired as hell, but you don’t want to get off the phone or messenger so you fall asleep hoping the other one falls asleep too — are you tired? do you want me to let you go? just lemme know & they reply nooo it’s okay, i’m not tired, but you can hear it in their voice or even see from the text character. Haha. Oh and especially when the word baby comes into play & you just automatically get those butterflies in your tummy when they call you that.

Hmm. I honestly think that’s the best part of a relationship ever — the start. Because you’re happy. There’s no fighting, just flat out happiness.

i found this in a site.

"karna anda tidak banyak mau maka saya juga tidak mau banyak"

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lidahku kelu waktu hatiku berkata setuju.

2010

football matches.
final exam.
master's degree.
boyfriend(s).

.........................

2009

Enero
MC 11 5B Photo shoot - black and white roses
"1st" as my first investigative journalism book
Done my first photo essay : The Jak
My 1st City and Guilds Int'l Examination
Football matches at Soemantri Brodjonegoro, Lebak Bulus and GBK stadium.
3rd term Final exams

Febrero
3rd term Final exams
Football matches at Lebak Bulus and GBK stadium
KRS
Valentine's day at the trip
Karawang's trip
Bandung's trip
25- First day i met Dana
Monas with Dana

Marzo
Lots of movies with Dana
Java Jazz-ing - Jason Mraz-ing (thank you Edo :)
My 4th term at LSPR
Nindia's birthday!!! feast part 1 :D
Relationship with Gatra Ardana
Bogor's trip
British Pantomime project

Abril
British Pantomime project
Nindia's birthday feast part 2 :D
Champions league semifinal weeks
Election day
introducing Seafood Ayu as the cheapest seafood eatery
English Pantomime TV and Radio interviews
4th term mid exams
Twitter!!

Mayo
4th term mid exams
Sea World
Triseka's ladies gathering
Depok's trip
British Pantomime project
Football matches at Pancake Parlour and Langsat
Got my first love letter
LSPR Fashion show nite
My 20th birthday Surprise :D
Finale de Champione : Barcelona
GS time :)
introducing Soyjoy as my new partner

Junio
Assignmentos
Culinary shoots
PRJ
Dying for Manchester United's Asia Tour tickets
Garuda di Dadaku as the best Indonesian movie i've ever seen
Pimento roof top for the first time
Attending Final round of Indonesia Open (thank you Nindia :)
Woman Trafficking Awareness day
Spen a day with my sister, Kinanthi
Anggun's meet and greet at The Ritz Carlton
Coronation of Mr and Mrs LSPR
Grand final LSPR Band Festival

Julio
Crazy Assigmentos
Final exams madness
1864 by George Orwell
Alif and Via hit the town
Aris' house - Depok
Viwawa and Wakawaka leisure
Jakarta Bombing
Met Mitchel
Bunda's birthday
Hello Blackberry!
My first Rpm class
Dufan


Agosto
Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix
fckn Strawberry cafe
Bandung's trip
Sari Ater kidnap
Jitec for mom's office anniversary
Java Rockin Land
KRS
Anyer's trip
Another Bogor's trip
Nesia and Danar Birthday feast
Entering Fasting month
1at year friendship anniversary with Nindia Satiman
Greg's farewel

Septiembre
My 5th term at LSPR, now am a Campus C's people
Jakarta earthquake!! Dang!!!
Breakfastings at blah blah blah with blah blah blah
Football matches - Lebak Bulus stadium
Indonesia's Sport Management with better Education seminar
Hello, i am the Director of Journey to the west theater!
New hair cut
Tesate for the first time
Daddy's birthday
Welcoming BPL
Happy Aid Mubarak
Finally met my beautiful sisters Reno, Uti, Ayu after years
New CDMA handset

Octubre
JTTW meetings
Bunda and Daddy's 22nd wedding anniversary feast
another football seminar
Hello, met me, am the new LSPR futsal's manager!
Futsal trainings
JTTW projects
Lenka's Concert
Welcoming Indonesia Super League
City and Guilds preparation class
again and again, Bogor's trip
Indovision as my new BPL's mate
Football match at GBK stadium

Noviembre
Mid exam weeks
JTTW project
Fikom UI cup at Bulungan
City and Guilds preaparation class
Football matches at GBK and Soemantri stadium
Happy Eid
Hello Bremer!

Diciembre
JTTW project
MC 11 5B Aidsolution's day
Football matches at Lebak Bulus and GBK stadium
City and Guilds preparation class
City and Guilds pre exam
Futsal trainings
hola De Hooi!
Happy mothers day
Beers lalala Cheers!
Makassar's diner with 25 and 12

My friends say i am strong.

i wish i could say this to them:
I am tired of trying, I am tired over crying, i know i am smiling but inside i am dyin!

maybe then they would realize i am just a good actress.

we gave it all we could, we gave it our best !!!

LSPR FUTSAL TEAM

Dear future children,

I promise to always be your best friend.
To go to every soccer game or dance recital.
I WILL BE THERE!
I'm going to give you everything I wish I had growing up.

Although it's goin to the left, it will always right.

There's always a darkness to bring you down and there's always a light to shine you up.
When you have no clue anymore, look into your heart, follow it.
That is what I learn, follow your heart,
that is more real than anything.

hello!!! :(

If i say something isn't wrong that means something is wrong. And if i say something is wrong that means everything is wrong. And if i say that i need a hug you better get your ass over there and give me a hug.

Entah.

Gue bisa gila kalo kayak gini. Mood swing melulu.

trash-y!

sedih deh liat blog gue makin hari makin nyampah. hah. sebenernya pengen mulai nulis tentang bola lagi.. tp tau deh, akhir2 ini gue cuma semangat nontonnya aja. dan sejak ada twitter, komen2 spontan yang biasanya gue tulis di blog setelah match nya selesai, sekarang langsung gue tulis di twitter. hiks.

pokonya ISL mulai, gue berniat mau posting disini lagi!!!

Happy belated Eid Mubarak :)

Oh Tuhan, udah H + sekian setelah lebaran, gue tidak menulis apapun tentang lebaran taun ini. zzz. terlalu terlena sama suasana hati yang uring2an. hehehe.
Happy belated Eid Mubarak :)

I blame myself.

It's like you don't care anymore,
it's like you never did ..
it's like i'm obsessed with you,
it's like you're tired ..
it's like i can't wait for you to get online,
it's like your waiting for me to leave.
it's like i can't live without you,
it's like you can live with me.
it's like i'm falling for you,
it's like you'll never catch me.
it's like the world tells me to give up.
it's like yo give me a reason not to.

I blame your eyes,
I blame the times you made me cry,
I blame the hopes you gave me,
I blame the silence you always brought,
I blame the time.
I blame your voice,
I blame your everything.

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I'm strong, but I break. I'm stubborn, and I make plenty of mistakes. Yeah, I'm hard, and life with me is never easy. I'm confusing as hell. I don't want to be tough, and I don't want to be proud. I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found, I'm not lost, I need to be loved. I just need to be loved.

Whats gonna happen to you?

What if Im a bad girl?
What if I dont love you?
What if, if I dont care about you?
What if I'm a player?
What if Im a hater?
What if I am not your friend?
What if I drink?
What if I smoke?
What if I hate you?

Jakarta Earthquake!

woow. gila. sumpah gila. baru kali ini semuru hidup gue ngerasain gempa yang sebener-benernya gempa! serem. sumpah!