Happy belated Eid Mubarak :)

Oh Tuhan, udah H + sekian setelah lebaran, gue tidak menulis apapun tentang lebaran taun ini. zzz. terlalu terlena sama suasana hati yang uring2an. hehehe.
Happy belated Eid Mubarak :)

I blame myself.

It's like you don't care anymore,
it's like you never did ..
it's like i'm obsessed with you,
it's like you're tired ..
it's like i can't wait for you to get online,
it's like your waiting for me to leave.
it's like i can't live without you,
it's like you can live with me.
it's like i'm falling for you,
it's like you'll never catch me.
it's like the world tells me to give up.
it's like yo give me a reason not to.

I blame your eyes,
I blame the times you made me cry,
I blame the hopes you gave me,
I blame the silence you always brought,
I blame the time.
I blame your voice,
I blame your everything.

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I'm strong, but I break. I'm stubborn, and I make plenty of mistakes. Yeah, I'm hard, and life with me is never easy. I'm confusing as hell. I don't want to be tough, and I don't want to be proud. I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found, I'm not lost, I need to be loved. I just need to be loved.

Whats gonna happen to you?

What if Im a bad girl?
What if I dont love you?
What if, if I dont care about you?
What if I'm a player?
What if Im a hater?
What if I am not your friend?
What if I drink?
What if I smoke?
What if I hate you?

Jakarta Earthquake!

woow. gila. sumpah gila. baru kali ini semuru hidup gue ngerasain gempa yang sebener-benernya gempa! serem. sumpah!