2009

Enero
MC 11 5B Photo shoot - black and white roses
"1st" as my first investigative journalism book
Done my first photo essay : The Jak
My 1st City and Guilds Int'l Examination
Football matches at Soemantri Brodjonegoro, Lebak Bulus and GBK stadium.
3rd term Final exams

Febrero
3rd term Final exams
Football matches at Lebak Bulus and GBK stadium
KRS
Valentine's day at the trip
Karawang's trip
Bandung's trip
25- First day i met Dana
Monas with Dana

Marzo
Lots of movies with Dana
Java Jazz-ing - Jason Mraz-ing (thank you Edo :)
My 4th term at LSPR
Nindia's birthday!!! feast part 1 :D
Relationship with Gatra Ardana
Bogor's trip
British Pantomime project

Abril
British Pantomime project
Nindia's birthday feast part 2 :D
Champions league semifinal weeks
Election day
introducing Seafood Ayu as the cheapest seafood eatery
English Pantomime TV and Radio interviews
4th term mid exams
Twitter!!

Mayo
4th term mid exams
Sea World
Triseka's ladies gathering
Depok's trip
British Pantomime project
Football matches at Pancake Parlour and Langsat
Got my first love letter
LSPR Fashion show nite
My 20th birthday Surprise :D
Finale de Champione : Barcelona
GS time :)
introducing Soyjoy as my new partner

Junio
Assignmentos
Culinary shoots
PRJ
Dying for Manchester United's Asia Tour tickets
Garuda di Dadaku as the best Indonesian movie i've ever seen
Pimento roof top for the first time
Attending Final round of Indonesia Open (thank you Nindia :)
Woman Trafficking Awareness day
Spen a day with my sister, Kinanthi
Anggun's meet and greet at The Ritz Carlton
Coronation of Mr and Mrs LSPR
Grand final LSPR Band Festival

Julio
Crazy Assigmentos
Final exams madness
1864 by George Orwell
Alif and Via hit the town
Aris' house - Depok
Viwawa and Wakawaka leisure
Jakarta Bombing
Met Mitchel
Bunda's birthday
Hello Blackberry!
My first Rpm class
Dufan


Agosto
Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix
fckn Strawberry cafe
Bandung's trip
Sari Ater kidnap
Jitec for mom's office anniversary
Java Rockin Land
KRS
Anyer's trip
Another Bogor's trip
Nesia and Danar Birthday feast
Entering Fasting month
1at year friendship anniversary with Nindia Satiman
Greg's farewel

Septiembre
My 5th term at LSPR, now am a Campus C's people
Jakarta earthquake!! Dang!!!
Breakfastings at blah blah blah with blah blah blah
Football matches - Lebak Bulus stadium
Indonesia's Sport Management with better Education seminar
Hello, i am the Director of Journey to the west theater!
New hair cut
Tesate for the first time
Daddy's birthday
Welcoming BPL
Happy Aid Mubarak
Finally met my beautiful sisters Reno, Uti, Ayu after years
New CDMA handset

Octubre
JTTW meetings
Bunda and Daddy's 22nd wedding anniversary feast
another football seminar
Hello, met me, am the new LSPR futsal's manager!
Futsal trainings
JTTW projects
Lenka's Concert
Welcoming Indonesia Super League
City and Guilds preparation class
again and again, Bogor's trip
Indovision as my new BPL's mate
Football match at GBK stadium

Noviembre
Mid exam weeks
JTTW project
Fikom UI cup at Bulungan
City and Guilds preaparation class
Football matches at GBK and Soemantri stadium
Happy Eid
Hello Bremer!

Diciembre
JTTW project
MC 11 5B Aidsolution's day
Football matches at Lebak Bulus and GBK stadium
City and Guilds preparation class
City and Guilds pre exam
Futsal trainings
hola De Hooi!
Happy mothers day
Beers lalala Cheers!
Makassar's diner with 25 and 12

i aint that lucky

That is the fact that i have to admit while everyone keep saying i am the lucky person. i cant deny now am so into someone, that is sweet but it became such a hard fact to accept when i didnt get same feeling from him. it's just to early to say that am in love although i almost forget how it feels; to be fallin in love and to be loved back. i ended my last relationship over 4 months ago, hmm, cant say thats a long time to feels so alone, but in a time like this, like now, i need someone to care from me. i need him to care for me.

whatever am gonna be someday,

i just want to see you happy and proud , Bunda. I love you.

My friends say i am strong.

i wish i could say this to them:
I am tired of trying, I am tired over crying, i know i am smiling but inside i am dyin!

maybe then they would realize i am just a good actress.