Dont ever put too much hope on someone

even if he's the one that you love and trust :(

FOREVER FRIENDSHIP

Sometimes in life, i find a special friend. Someone who changes my life just by being part of it. Someone who makes me laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes me believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces me that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for me to open it.
This a forever friendship. When I'm down and the world seems dark and empty, my forever friend lifts me up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. My forever friend gets me through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If i turn and walk away, my forever friend follows. If i lose my way, my forever friend guides me and cheers me on. My forever friend hold my hand and tells me that everything is going to be okay.

And i have found that kind of friendship, i feel happy and complete because i need not worry. I have a forever friends, and forever has no end.

I love you all really like i cant believe it :)

i'm so happy like i cant believe it!

Ola! hoaaahhh..after spending my day for SLEEPING, akhirnya sekarang baru bener2 bisa melek buat nulis, hehehe. mmmpphhh,

At may 27th 11pm, i got a insanely-made-me-happy birthday SURPRISE from my lovely boyfriend and my besties babies :). Wooooowwwwwwwwwwww, i realy shocked like i cant believe it until now! all my guys are being together to surprising me :D

and the best part is when my fashionably beautiful bestie Nindia Satiman appeared and give me a BIRTHDAY LETER and present too.. because i think she wouldt come, facing the fact that she would have a final exam at the next day. I LOVE YOU MENGCHI:)

Anind and Danar and Hatta appearanced was also make me shocked too, i realy have no idea why they both with nindia, and my LSPR mates (Dhita,tiwi,apok and the others) and my bf could arrange a sweet surprise like that :)

Thak you Allah, I am really blessed to have them in my life:)

Twenty is mine now

Dream what i want to dream, go where i want to go, be what i want to be. I have only one life and one chance to do all the things i want to do.

who cares if that not what i need!

Tomorrow it's my turn to being 20. I dont feel any special on that. My life still rounding the same. Same old shit different year. I still hate my life. And i still always dont get what i want.

Lucky me i just have one class session every wednesday.

I've just done my beautiful lunch at senayan city with Danar :)
hey, i've missed him tooo baad, heading the fact that he was so busy with the theatre, i didnt see him around for about THREE WEEKS. it feels like months due to the fact that i meet him everyday, before.

I'm so that glad we can share our missed moments today. He told me everythings that happend with his life during those weeks and i shared mine too.

The things that made me more happy is the fact that HE STILL THE OLD DANAR :)
He's still the one that loves KFC more that a plate of fucking salad
he's still the one that saving money for my birthday present :')
he's still the one who loves me and my bunda
he's still the one that laughing loud when im telling my fucking-CRISPY jokes
he's still the one that knows me better than anyone.

This what im trying to believe to.

"It may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you, Allah knows best"

- Al-Baqarah 216